friends, excuse me for such negative post but i m in extremely bad mood now which is the result of the accumulated bad feelings from tons of things from different aspects in my life in the past few weeks.
i have been trying really hard & the very best to "not to think too much" when i heard you guys comforting me with these words, and i have been trying to show you guys the best way i could be. it is approved not the best way for me to hide my feeling and to pretend i m fine. indeed i m not ok.
yet please please please don't ask me again "how are u?" or "r u ok?", cos i actually don't want to reply with "i m fine" while i am not, at the same time, i dun know how the conversation would go on if i reply "i am not fine", which is why i never reply you guys with my true feeling. so if u could, start the conversation with anything else other than those questions.
just don't leave me alone please, i beg you guys, be with me all the time, i could feel my existence when i know you are here for me.
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Your facebook notes brought me here. I didn't know you've been blogging for so long. Enjoy reading your thoughts, please keep it up!
回覆刪除Cheer up Kylie! Do you consider spending some time overseas, alone? You are always welcome to come to Australia, and I promise I won't ask "how are you?" or "are you ok?".
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feeling so warm reading your words, thank you! I have been thinking to travel as i indeed need a break. Let u know when i plan to come visit you in Aust. We're (our group of frds)having 冬至 dinner tonite at sheung's place, so glad to have them around me always. Take Care! Say hello to P for me!
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